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Wednesday, 22 April 2009

ay ay ay.... just me talking or is it thinking.

...even i am scared to blog. not scared but boi! has it been a while. am here thinking how is this done again? do i just strip my thoughts into a readily blank page and show the world? or do i write like am talking to that mystic fellow in my brain? the one i often talk to sometimes out loud where friends think me crazy. then i thought nah... i'll write; not for writing itself's sake but because i have all these things to say.... although i have no idea where to start from or what topic to select in the folder of my brain...

Am in a new city... obviously we got that cleared... Am still single... yeah because relationships are strange now... scary piece of frigging sh*t. lol! nahhh thats harse. i mean with a suitable person its beautiful... ay ay...problem is who is suitable now ey? relationships around me are so scary and believe sex is the problem... no, not sex... free sex and greed. ones like; ure so greedy u want ur girl's best mate... or u think he's too perfect for ur girl u want a slice or that too, just share in the public cake uh? he he lol! or lets think of married men chasing skirts... check out a single lady thinking that married man loves her more than he does his wife... dream on sister.

that leaves me wondering, could it be a power thing? could it be that men think they have a sort of power over a woman when they have slept with her and in their quest to feel energised with the fluid of the power fuel they ran round in circle to see where the next woman to enslave in their ego cage lies... then i wonder maybe women have decided that Yes finally liberation since the discovery of the clit... ever since sex was no more boring... how sad it will be to be stuck with just this short stick man. why cant i have juliet's bloke he's got a big one and remember there is my clit. YAY! dat should be fun. lol! anyway am not even about to get into this whole riddle ringt now... i have been doing too many thinking and even complicating my own thoughts sef. i tell you ern... too much of everything dries up your body cells.

so... where was i? oh yeah i dont know what to write or where to start from i'll give you bits and pieces, lets make guys the topic.

guy 1: not my type, good looking, nice, down-2-earth, fun loving and professional skilled. why is he not my type again??? emmmm... cos he's not. so i play it down with him, although cos he's in love with me as he declared and has a huge heart, he's one of my closest friends. with this guys i could be 100% undiluted razz and not care. lol. he's lovely really. shame he's not my type.

guy 2: alright looking, professional skilled, my type but full of ego and self pride: i am so good at knowing when to stop that i hardly ever go wrong kind of attitude. its good sometimes but other times it leaves a sour taste that just puts him in the immature category. a lil' bit over the top if u know what a mean. now the problem with guy 2 is denial insecurities. apparently i work out to be a challenge that he cannot phantom, so he carries on with a blase attitude that makes him look like a headless chicken running round in circles. thats he's cup of tea not mine. story for another day.

guy 3: professionally skilled today there's this girl he is checking out. tomorrow he is fancing rugby players on tv. day after tomorrow he thinks all the cute guys at the mall are checking him out. ohh and he just remembered, he's ex has just broken up with him and he is broken hearted so now he is depressed. this is my take: fringing make up ur mind... are u gay, vain, broken hearted, all thats mentioned or just plain confused? but he is my friend so i accommodate him. and wait for it; he is making moves on mi. ayy ayyy. i beg ohh. comot road.

guy 4: professional skilled just like guy 1 and 2, good looking. could be my type except he is not. different religion and for religious reasons its bye bye mister man. sweet guy though determined to make me his girl. but ermmm thats a shame now isnt it. **sigh**.

so.... on the yadi note. i'll leave you guys here.
for the record: am alive hail hearty and living life to the full.

ignore any mistakes am at work....
by the way how is it that am posting on 22nd of april and its showing 1st of march. hmmmm dats interesting anyway i have amended it the little way i know.
love u guys

30 finger tappings:

Lighty 'neferet' Kopearl said...


Lighty Neferet Kopearl! see who just breezed into blogville!

guy 1- what a shame
guy 2 - a proud bloke is no show!
guy 3 - a confused, potentially gay dude is worse than #2!
guy 4 - religion is always a tough cookie.

babe, where have u been?! missed u truckloads!

22 April 2009 18:46

Lighty 'neferet' Kopearl said...


Glad to see you back.

Missed you much

...So no no for all the 4 guys eh?


22 April 2009 19:05

Lighty 'neferet' Kopearl said...


it's been a hot mintue o!

guy 1: why dont you like him?...hmmm

guy 2: pride comes before a fall...leave that horse jare

guy 3: rugby guys ke?...means gay tendencies...there is no need to have him come out of the closet on you...leave well alone

guy 4: my parents are from different religions (i.e father muslim & mother christian) so it can work

22 April 2009 19:17

Lighty 'neferet' Kopearl said...

^ bumight... u knw the thing is i breeze in now and again but for 2months its been so hard to even type a comment. i tried about 3times to blog but it wasnt working.

ive been finding my foot. needed to get in a comfortable position. and motivation to write was just 0%.

and how av u been bumight? holding blogville down ay??? misssssssed u 2 sweetie its been so long. i feel like i went on a long journey away from home. well am back.

^ 30+... glad to be back 2... erm on the guys, so far absolutely NO NO.

^ Shudddy Doo... dats the thing. i'll like to marry same religion so b4 i get to a stage of falling head over heels for the guy, ive decided to just bloke him completely. and am trying hard believe me.

22 April 2009 19:55

Miss Definitely Maybe said...

Glad to have you back, not suprised you are single given the bleak choices of guy 1, and 3.

RocNaija said...

Lighty 'neferet' Kopearl said...

Lighty 'neferet' Kopearl said...

Was just wondering how this would come out.. :-D

Hope the settle-into-a-new-city process wasn't too.. brain numbing?!

ManCee said...

The funny workings of the mind
I qoute the Holy writ
"...The ways of a man with a maiden"
Who fit to understand?

Never fret, ur dude'll come along soon...

Anonymous said...

in your shoes too
dont know what to blog about anymore.

Lighty 'neferet' Kopearl said...

^ MDM... neither am i sweetie... its crazy. thx babes.

^ rocnaija... lol! now uve been sniffin glue lol! in fact i av settled too well. loving it so.

^ mancee... abi menh nobody at all fit to understand.

^ pinksatin... it really gets tired sometimes u knw, it really does. how r u?

Anonymous said...

how u dey mehn????

its been awhile oh...this wey u never update so...

Ms.O said...

Babe where you at?..hope you good oo! just here listening to your play list as per usual!..update soon!

LG said...



where are you?

Ms.O said...

I still come here to listen to your playlist...hope you are good.:)

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